Gary and I were ready to take Aaron to meet his group last
Thursday morning, and then head down to Texas for Andrea’s graduation. We were right on time as I walked past our
thriving Carpet Rose bush and opened the passenger door of the van, ready to
climb inside so we could leave. A flash
of red, though, caught my eye and caused me to pause. I looked down and right away I spied the
small red hue, nearly hidden by all the green foliage of the rose bush.
I leaned down for a better look and there I saw the first
little rose bloom of the season. It was
so small and nearly hidden that it was really a miracle that in my rush I even
saw it. The fragile bloom was probably
several days old from the looks of it.
Yet I was delighted to see this wee flower, not only for its beauty but
also for the sheer delight it brings to look upon God’s design, and to also see
that my rose bush is still growing and producing.
Lately I’ve had some thoughts go through my mind………some
thoughts that are unwelcome and honestly, defeating. Thoughts about what purpose I have in life at
this stage………what am I accomplishing that is of any importance or value……..what
else should I be doing or could I be doing………..or what should I have done
differently in the past. Sometimes these
thoughts can spur me on to action in areas where I need to act, but I know that
of late I’ve been discouraged more than spurred to action.
I think I get caught up in bigness. The ones who seem to make the greatest impact
are the ones who are the most visible, right?
The teachers and the singers and the authors and on and on and on. Nothing wrong with any of those things. But what am I doing?
Today the Lord has been gently reminding me of lessons I say
I’ve learned…..but which seem to need repeating in my head and heart over and
over. It’s not the bigness of the act,
or the public attention it may garner that is important. God desires our obedience above all, and for
most of us that obedience is in the daily moments of life that come our way…….unannounced
and sometimes hardly recognized.
It’s listening to the dental receptionist tell about her
sons and what they’re doing in their lives.
It’s thanking the hygienist for her work and telling her she did a good
job. How often does she hear those
words? It’s seeing a fellow mother of
special needs sons……yes, more than one……..and standing in the grocery store
parking lot under the sun, sharing our concerns and sharing a lingering, needed
hug. It’s showing the elderly woman how
to put her grocery cart in the right line and get her quarter back, which meant
so much to her. It’s letting the young
woman with only four items go in front in the grocery line, and seeing her deep
appreciation for such a small act.
It’s giving a listening ear to the neighbor whose husband is
on hospice care, and then later taking them some homemade rice pudding………seeing
their delight and watching her stand at the counter eating a big spoonful as
she grinned from ear to ear. It’s taking
the time to enjoy an unexpected visit from an old friend of Andrew’s who unexpectedly
stopped by the house. It’s in the hug of
my husband, welcome and loving. It’s in
stopping to listen to Aaron even when I’m tired……….really listening, and
relishing the uniqueness that I would have missed if I had hurried on my
way. It’s in giving an ear to a friend’s
call, full of frustration and desperation……….though I have no certain
advice.
It’s in finally climbing into bed and thanking God for the
day, praying for my children and for others before I fall asleep. It’s in pausing to recognize God’s leading in
this day, when making rice pudding and sitting down for a surprise visit caused
my plans to fall by the wayside……..but what a beautiful journey those wayside
trips can be!
All of us wake up with a day before us, a day full of
opportunity to serve and love and reach out in what seems like the simplest
ways. Just like my little rose shining there nearly
hidden underneath all the crowded leaves of the rose bush, so are these basic
acts of kindness that come to us in any given day. Isn’t that what Jesus did? Reaching out to the common people around him,
meeting their needs and loving them in His name.
That little rose caught my eye and made me pause in a moment
of simple joy. And our little acts of
love and help to others can likewise cause the people we encounter to stop,
their spirits caught by surprise perhaps by a kindness that will bless them
deeply.
Bigger isn’t necessarily better when it comes to living our
daily lives. God said that obedience is
better than sacrifice. I want to remember
the little red rose, out of sight though it was. I want to remember to be that rose in others
lives. To be a splash of joy, a
beautiful color of blessing, in the most ordinary of ways………but the ways that
often mean the most.
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