We just returned from a trip to Houston to see our
daughter, Andrea, with a side trip to Dallas to see our son, Andrew, in an NHRA
race there. Oh, and I mustn’t forget to
mention that we also enjoyed seeing our Granddogs, Darcy and Oakley. Hey, it’s the closest I have to grandkids
right now, so humor me. In fact, the
story I’m about to share involves these cute little doggies, in a way.
On our first evening there we headed right away to the
dog park with Andrea so that Darcy and Oakley could have some outdoor play time
before the park closed for the night. Darcy and Oakley ran and jumped and rolled,
and spent lots of time romping and splashing in the water. They were so much fun to watch. Soon we meandered off the gravel path and
stood in the cool thick grass, talking to another dog owner and enjoying the
happy dogs. I had worn sandals instead
of tennis shoes, and the grass felt damp and pleasant on my feet in the humid
air.
As we stood there talking, I noticed a faint stinging on
my feet……especially my left foot. I
moved my foot a little, but the stinging persisted. I thought that this grass must be pricklier
than it seemed at first. Before long,
the stinging was increasing. I again
wondered why, but couldn’t see a reason as I looked down at my foot buried in
the thick grass. Finally, I was
uncomfortable enough to raise my left foot up out of the grass……..and to my
surprise, I saw tiny little ants crawling all over my foot. The same was true of my right foot, though
not as many ants had found their way to that side.
Fire ants! The
stinging wasn’t coming from irritating grass, but from tiny fire ants. I shook as many off as I could, and then went
to the path, where I took my sandals off and continued to brush little ants off
as quickly as I could. They were between
my toes, going up my legs, and caught in the folds and crevices of my sandals,
as well. Yuck!!! When I was convinced that I had rid my feet
and sandals of these attackers, I put my sandals back on and we continued to
walk around the park. Yet every now and
then I would feel another sting, and would look down to find one miniature ant
still on my foot.
It was hard to believe that those sharp stings could come
from such little creatures, but those tiny guys can pack a wallop. I hadn’t been stung by fire ants since we
lived in southern Alabama, when Gary was in flight school at Fort Rucker, over
30 years ago. It was a memory I was wishing not to
re-live. However, soon the stinging
sensation was gone, and other than a very few little dots on my feet, I was
none the worse for the experience.
Or so I thought……and hoped. Over the next few days, my foot has
increasingly shown the effects of those small prickly bites. The little dots on my feet have turned into
larger and larger bumps. They sometimes
itch. They sometimes sting. And they look very large and ugly today…….like
pimples on my feet and even between my toes.
I just thought I was escaping that experience largely unscathed, but not
so. I am reminded of those fire ants and
their damage, both in the discomfort I feel and the unpleasant sight I see
every time I look down at my feet.
Isn’t this just how sin is in our lives? We set out on a path that is safe and
protected as we follow God and obey His commands. Soon, though, it’s so easy to veer off that
path into a life that isn’t what He desires.
It feels good, though, just like that cool grass felt good to my
feet. What could be so wrong about this
little diversion? Isn’t everyone else
doing this? Come on! Lighten up!
Don’t be so serious and intolerant.
Then we feel the first little sting, but we ignore
it. A few more stings…..and maybe we
look around a little to see what’s causing that feeling, but we choose to
disregard it. Nothing appears very
alarming, anyway. Over time, though, the
little stings become increasingly painful and more of our life is affected by
the discomfort caused by our decisions.
And hopefully, we run……we run away as fast as we can from our sin. We change our direction, we confess to the
Lord our wrong, and we set out on the right path once more.
Yet sadly, even though we are forgiven, we often will
bear the consequences of our sin……sometimes for the rest of our lives. At first it may not seem like our sin is any
big deal, but it is. Like Moses told the
people of Israel in Numbers 32:23, “Be sure your sin will find you out.” In other words, you will suffer for your
sin. Sorry. I didn’t say that. God did.
The longer we stand in that grass and let the ants crawl on us, the more
we will bear the results of our choices.
Days, months, even years later, the choices we made yesterday can……and
often does……greatly affect us and those we love.
Thank God for His grace, and His redemption, and His
forgiveness. Thank God that He doesn’t
hold our sin over our heads and beat us up with it every day. Thank God for His love, and for His patience
in directing us back to the right path.
Yet what if I hadn’t gone off into the grass in the
beginning? What if I had worn the right
shoes? What if I had run away quickly
when I felt the first sting? Then today
I wouldn’t be looking down at these painful, ugly bumps on my feet. My story today would have been very different……much
less harmful to me, for sure.
Don’t veer off God’s path for your life by walking into
what feels good and looks great. Don’t
be wearing the wrong shoes. Flee
temptation, as Paul said to do. Put on
your running shoes! Don’t linger in sin,
enjoying the moment until they become many moments. Don’t ignore God’s conviction in your heart. Don’t let the stings of long-term sin leave
you with irreparable damage. God will
forgive, but He won’t necessarily take away the natural consequences of our
willful actions.
Painful lessons.
May we all use wisdom in where we walk.
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